Time compression and work to be done

It's study week at the moment, and frighteningly it's almost half over. It's not as though I have tonnes to do, but I have a few significant things to take care of; finding an internship is pretty much at the top of the list.

To that end, I've cold-contacted a bunch of people, but most of the positive responses I've received have been for projects kind of unrelated to what I'd like to be doing once I finish school (namely, Flash, design, etc.) Even when they involve the web, it's often a case of "my company needs a website, and I'd like to pay...nothing." Which is fine, except that I don't really see a solo project building a website as a truly valuable learning experience...a learning experience nonetheless, but I would prefer to be working under someone's guidance in an agency/studio environment, and really experience what the industry is like and how it functions.

At any rate, I have only a little time remaining to find a placement; we have to fulfill our required 120 hours by about a month after the end of classes. Which brings me to the first part of the title: Time compression.

I don't know why, but time seems to speed up when you have pressing things to do, or when you're having a good time that you wish to hang onto. Both apply in this case: I seem to have too little time to finish my work and find a placement; I'm also enjoying my time at college, and I'm not really looking forward to it being over. I'm already becoming nostalgic about my time at Seneca. I think this is because it was the first time I've truly enjoyed school since I finished high school. I spent a rather dull four years earning my degree at U of T, and it sapped my energy and desire to study. Taking the plunge and returning to school was the best decision I ever made, and it was one I was unsure of and hesitant to make at the time.

But to stay on topic: time compression. I feel like time has sped up as I've grown older; it's as though years have zipped by without my noticing, and suddenly I'm ...well, I'm not going to write my age here, but you get the idea (I'm not old, but I think I've reached the point where I won't just say "I'm x years old". Incidentally, my last post also coincided with my birthday). The truth is that there are many things people will never get to do, simply due to time limitations. It makes me a little sad to think that there are fascinating parts of the world I may never get to see, or that I may have to wait a long time to visit. I suppose all we can do is try our hardest to experience all that we want to in our lives, and try to live without regret over lost opportunities.

Ok, I think I'll sign off here. I could probably go off in way too many tangents from what I've just written, and I'll try and save all of that for another post.